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  <title>bewize</title>
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    <name>bewize</name>
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  <updated>2018-11-21T16:58:27Z</updated>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-03:244585:667651</id>
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    <title>I'm sorry... er, thank you!</title>
    <published>2018-11-21T16:58:27Z</published>
    <updated>2018-11-21T16:58:27Z</updated>
    <category term="random drama"/>
    <category term="death note"/>
    <category term="lj idol"/>
    <category term="go forth and be awesome"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;s&gt;"I'm sorry I was home later than expected."&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you for waiting for me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;****&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;s&gt;"I'm sorry I was sick and useless last night."&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you for taking care of the baby so I could get some extra sleep."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;****&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;s&gt;"I'm sorry I didn't get that date on the calendar like I should have."&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you for reminding me and watching my back."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;****&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;s&gt;"I'm sorry I can't be there as early as you would like."&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you for starting later so I can join in the fun."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;****&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;s&gt;"I'm sorry I was sick and useless last night."&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you for taking care of the baby so I could get some extra sleep."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;****&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;s&gt;"I'm sorry I'm too worn down to cook."&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you for going out to dinner with me tonight and letting me have an extra break."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;****&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;s&gt;"I'm sorry I was so grumpy yesterday."&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you for being so loving and caring for me when I was so out of sorts."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;****&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;s&gt;"I'm sorry I forgot to RSVP to the party."&lt;/s&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you for making space for us at the last minute."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;******&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm sorry for a lot of things, but "sorry" focuses on the negative in so many places and it leads me to dwell and ruminate and navel-gaze.  Thank you allows me to celebrate someone else's generosity and kindness and compassion to me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm working on saying sorry less (but still when needed!) and thank you far more often (even more than needed!).  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Life goals and ambitions.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Maybe "Thank you" will be my "word" for 2019.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bewize&amp;ditemid=667651" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-03:244585:580708</id>
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    <title>FIC: Still</title>
    <published>2010-09-09T19:53:19Z</published>
    <updated>2010-09-09T19:55:22Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; Still&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Fandom:&lt;/b&gt; Death Note&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; Mello/Matt  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Prompt:&lt;/b&gt; Written for &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://elwing-alcyone.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://elwing-alcyone.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;elwing_alcyone&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; at &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://fic-promptly.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png' alt='[community profile] ' width='16' height='16' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://fic-promptly.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;fic_promptly&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; for the prompt: Death Note, Mello/Matt, nothing turned out the way they thought it would&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warnings:&lt;/b&gt; Unbetad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; Spoilers hinted at, I suppose.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;There were moments, not many, but memorable, where Mello stilled.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; Not mine.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;A/N:&lt;/b&gt; So, I've not written much in months.  And I miss it.  So ficlets are the rule of the day!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As always, feedback is welcome and appreciated.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*************&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://bewize.dreamwidth.org/580708.html#cutid1"&gt;Still&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bewize&amp;ditemid=580708" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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