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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-03:244585:684574</id>
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    <title>REC POST</title>
    <published>2022-02-03T22:15:42Z</published>
    <updated>2022-02-04T02:31:09Z</updated>
    <category term="recs"/>
    <category term="fandom: good omens"/>
    <category term="fandom: jumanji"/>
    <category term="fandom"/>
    <category term="fandom: got"/>
    <category term="fandom: star wars"/>
    <category term="fandom: harry potter"/>
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    <content type="html">I saw today that &lt;a href="https://unsent-letters-exchange.dreamwidth.org/"&gt;Unsent Letters: An Epistolary Exchange&lt;/a&gt; will be gearing up soon.  More info at that link.  I checked it out and went to &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/collections/UnsentLetters2021/works?page=1"&gt;2021's stories&lt;/a&gt; and lost myself in several.  I want to rec them here, in case anyone else would be interested.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/30908297"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Immortal Beloved&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt; (3074 words) by &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/users/mechanicaljewel"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;mechanicaljewel&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapters: 1/1&lt;br /&gt;Fandom: &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Good%20Omens%20-%20Neil%20Gaiman%20*a*%20Terry%20Pratchett"&gt;Good Omens - Neil Gaiman &amp;amp; Terry Pratchett&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Good%20Omens%20(TV)"&gt;Good Omens (TV)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rating: Teen And Up Audiences&lt;br /&gt;Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings&lt;br /&gt;Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley (Good Omens)&lt;br /&gt;Characters: Aziraphale (Good Omens), Crowley (Good Omens), John Snow (1813-1858)&lt;br /&gt;Additional Tags: Epistolary, Letters, Telegrams, 19th Century, Gratuitous Historical References, Minor Aziraphale (Good Omens)/John Snow (1813-1858), Cholera, Angst with a Happy Ending&lt;br /&gt;Summary: &lt;p&gt;With Crowley unavailable for most of the 19th century, Aziraphale unwittingly collects pieces of a feeling it will take him even longer to put together.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I loved this so much!  There is some gorgeous historical work at play, and a glimpse of what makes humans and angels/demons different, but not so different, that made my heart skip a beat.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/30775703"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;of all my demon spirits&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt; (1730 words) by &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/users/slashmarks"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;basketofnovas&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapters: 1/1&lt;br /&gt;Fandom: &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Harry%20Potter%20-%20J*d*%20K*d*%20Rowling"&gt;Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rating: Teen And Up Audiences&lt;br /&gt;Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply&lt;br /&gt;Relationships: Diary Tom Riddle &amp; Ginny Weasley, Tom Riddle &amp; Ginny Weasley&lt;br /&gt;Characters: Ginny Weasley, Diary Tom Riddle&lt;br /&gt;Additional Tags: Epistolary, Diary/Journal, Book 3: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, Missing Scene&lt;br /&gt;Summary: &lt;p&gt;After the end of term, Ginny gets a new diary and struggles with the events of her first year.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gah, what a great look at the effects of Riddle's diary on Ginny.  I loved so many parts of this and it felt authentic to me and also really gave us insight into the path that Ginny took from this poimt of her life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/30929903"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;To Whom It May Concern&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt; (4875 words) by &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/users/Meilan_Firaga"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Meilan_Firaga&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapters: 1/1&lt;br /&gt;Fandom: &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Jumanji:%20Welcome%20to%20the%20Jungle%20(Movies)"&gt;Jumanji: Welcome to the Jungle (Movies)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rating: Teen And Up Audiences&lt;br /&gt;Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply&lt;br /&gt;Relationships: Alex Vreeke/Bethany Walker&lt;br /&gt;Additional Tags: Epistolary, Pining, Mutual Pining, Diary/Journal, Letters, video diary&lt;br /&gt;Summary: &lt;p&gt;After she returns from Jumanji, Bethany Walker finds that there are things she needs to say. Writing letters sounds exhausting, and she doesn't want to leave that much paper lying around with her thoughts and feelings for anyone to stumble upon. But she's got a pretty geeky friend now who can help her keep a video diary secure.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This was a romp with some real emotional punches.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/collections/UnsentLetters2021/works/30875753"&gt;Bootrec.exe&lt;/a&gt; by listlessness.  This is "The Umbrella Academy" with a gorgeous look at Grace Hargreeves and Diego Hargreeves.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/30572813"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Messages from Tatooine&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt; (3217 words) by &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/users/Selena"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Selena&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapters: 1/1&lt;br /&gt;Fandom: &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Star%20Wars%20Prequel%20Trilogy"&gt;Star Wars Prequel Trilogy&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rating: Teen And Up Audiences&lt;br /&gt;Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply&lt;br /&gt;Relationships: Anakin Skywalker &amp; Shmi Skywalker, C-3PO &amp; Shmi Skywalker, Cliegg Lars/Shmi Skywalker, Shmi Skywalker &amp; Owen Lars&lt;br /&gt;Characters: Shmi Skywalker, Anakin Skywalker, C-3PO (Star Wars), Cliegg Lars, Owen Lars, Qui-Gon Jinn&lt;br /&gt;Additional Tags: Mother-Son Relationship, Character Study, Family Feels, Canon Related, Parent-Child Relationship, Motherhood, Slavery, Freedom, Coping, Healing, Separation Anxiety, Epistolary, Letters&lt;br /&gt;Summary: &lt;p&gt;Five messages Shmi Skywalker began and one she finished.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This made me cry.  I loved it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/30047247"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Mr Not a Sir gets his Little Bird.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt; (1435 words) by &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/users/CorinaLannister"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;CorinaLannister&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chapters: 1/1&lt;br /&gt;Fandom: &lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Game%20of%20Thrones%20(TV)"&gt;Game of Thrones (TV)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rating: Teen And Up Audiences&lt;br /&gt;Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply&lt;br /&gt;Relationships: Sandor Clegane/Sansa Stark&lt;br /&gt;Characters: Sansa Stark, Sandor Clegane, Ned Stark&lt;br /&gt;Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Email Communication, Emails&lt;br /&gt;Summary: &lt;p&gt;Sansa Stark (SansaStark@StarkIndustries.com)&lt;br /&gt;Cc: NedStark@StarkIndustries&lt;br /&gt;To TheHound@yahoo.com&lt;br /&gt;Sent: Fri, Mar 12 at 14:01 &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Dear Sir, &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Following your application, I am pleased to inform you that you have been selected for an interview at Stark Industries.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Kind regards,&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Sansa Stark&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This was really cute!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bewize&amp;ditemid=684574" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-03:244585:680589</id>
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    <title>Came Across an Amusing Meme and Remembered That I Liked Them</title>
    <published>2022-01-10T20:31:06Z</published>
    <updated>2022-01-10T20:31:06Z</updated>
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    <category term="meme"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;b&gt;Pick a fandom, character(s) and/or pairing, and an AU trope/cliché/type, and I will tell you the gist of the story I would write for you, if I wrote it.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will probably never write the story, but I will do my best to write a back of a novel blurb for it!  Hehe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bewize&amp;ditemid=680589" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-03:244585:653643</id>
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    <title>Boot Camp's Back!</title>
    <published>2011-07-26T16:05:57Z</published>
    <updated>2011-07-26T16:05:57Z</updated>
    <category term="random drama"/>
    <category term="and exercise"/>
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    <category term="movies"/>
    <category term="random ramblings"/>
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    <content type="html">In other, non-whimsy news, boot camp started back up yesterday.  Lord, I'd missed it.  I was in a rough mood yesterday, honestly.  I was tired and kind of emotionally volatile (and by kind of, I mean I ripped off heads with wild abandon, so be glad you didn't spend time with me) and it just... declined.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wasn't in a bad mood, per se, but I also had ZERO filter of the IB.  For example, when I was in the line at the Starbucks - as I woke up dreaming about coffee and then we didn't have any at the house and that was too dire to contemplate - the woman didn't wait for me to finish specifying the trillion choices you have to make when ordering coffee at Starbucks before asking me if I wanted anything else.  Without missing a *beat*, I replied that I wanted her to let me finish speaking before interrupting me. *twitch*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And it pretty much went like that, only with increasing amounts of venom behind my answers to various people.  S was determined to piss me off yesterday, berating me for anything and everything from the fact that the sweet tea I brought him wasn't sweet enough to the fact that I shouldn't have trust Amanda to pack his pictures in the move because he has no other pictures of some of his past pets.  I asked him point blank if he was trying to make me feel badly, and he didn't deny it, so I told him that he had been successful and I felt bad.  And I did.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then I was a complete bitch to him for the rest of the afternoon, only not, because I was still only responding in kind.  But I didn't let him be snarky without retorting in the same vein.  It was exhausting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Even my paralegal at one point looked at me in amazement and said that the world was trying to piss me off and that she admired my restraint.  By the time I got out of work to go exercise, I was shaking with CAPSLOCK!RAGE about too many things to count.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, sweating was a good idea.  :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We did circuits with partners, one partner acting as the time keeper.  The first circuit was  100 jumping jacks/kettle bell exercises.  The second was relay running/jump rope, and the last one was relay exercises/team situps.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My shoulders are in agony today.  LOL.  But, God, I'd missed it.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We also got caught in the pouring rain.  I was DRENCHED.  Completely soaked.  Oh well, though, because despite that, I still managed to be in a better mood afterward than I had been in all day.  :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After working out, I went back to the office to finish up a few things, changed, met up with the friend that joined me in my near arrest experience, and hit the town for the night.  We went to some of Atlanta's finer establishments, and then decided to go to the movie theater that serves beer!  Yay, beer!  Yay, Captain America!  Double yay for the two together!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Seriously, awesome movie.  I enjoyed it tremendously and when the Avengers trailer came on, I gleegasmed and embarrassed myself in front of a non-geek friend.  Oops.  LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was totally worth the fact that I only got about 3 hours of sleep.  Totally worth it, but good lord am I tired today.  At least I'm in a better mood. :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All right.  I've rambled enough.  I'm going to get some work done!  Toodles!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bewize&amp;ditemid=653643" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-03:244585:633232</id>
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    <title>Favorites Meme!</title>
    <published>2011-02-03T19:29:01Z</published>
    <updated>2011-02-03T19:29:01Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">Snagged from everyone everywhere: List fifteen of your favorite characters from different fandoms, and ask people to spot patterns in your choices, if they're so inclined.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1) Bobby "Iceman" Drake, X-men &lt;br /&gt;2) Gwen Cooper, Torchwood&lt;br /&gt;3) Annie Sawyer, Being Human (UK)*&lt;br /&gt;4) Michael Westen, Burn Notice*&lt;br /&gt;5) Burton "Gus" Guster, Psych* &lt;br /&gt;6) Light Yagami, Death Note&lt;br /&gt;7) Winry Rockbell, Fullmetal Alchemist&lt;br /&gt;8) Gohan Son, Dragonball Z&lt;br /&gt;9) Vash the Stampede, Trigun&lt;br /&gt;10) Uryū Ishida, Bleach&lt;br /&gt;11) Rick Castle, Castle&lt;br /&gt;12) Naruto Uzumaki, Naruto*&lt;br /&gt;13) Raylan Givens, Justified* &lt;br /&gt;14) Abigail Brand, Marvelverse&lt;br /&gt;15) Hagi, Blood +&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://bewize.dreamwidth.org/633232.html#cutid1"&gt;My own thoughts on this list&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bewize&amp;ditemid=633232" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-03:244585:624812</id>
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    <title>Just saw Tron</title>
    <published>2010-12-30T06:27:40Z</published>
    <updated>2010-12-30T06:27:40Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">It was very pretty.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And eventually, I will stop giggling about the fact that I had NO IDEA what that movie was about.  &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://bewize.dreamwidth.org/624812.html#cutid1"&gt;SPOILERS&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, computer generated young!Jeff Bridges is... scary.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think the best part of the movie was the preview for Pirates 4!  Whooo hoo!  A BIG MOVIE ALL ABOUT PIRATES!  I feel my fannish interest piquing!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bewize&amp;ditemid=624812" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-03:244585:573502</id>
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    <title>So... </title>
    <published>2010-08-18T20:17:33Z</published>
    <updated>2010-08-18T20:17:33Z</updated>
    <category term="fandom"/>
    <category term="music"/>
    <category term="youtube"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;object width="480" height="385"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/jtYfs4NlQWM?fs=1&amp;amp;hl=en_US"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowscriptaccess" value="sameDomain"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/jtYfs4NlQWM?fs=1&amp;amp;hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="sameDomain" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have no idea who this guy is, but this vid has been everywhere today and it made me LOL.  I'm sharing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bewize&amp;ditemid=573502" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-03:244585:568580</id>
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    <title>EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED!</title>
    <published>2010-08-02T03:05:04Z</published>
    <updated>2010-08-02T03:05:04Z</updated>
    <category term="tv"/>
    <category term="fandom"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;object width="640" height="385"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/SIDRG1edDpg&amp;amp;hl=en_US&amp;amp;fs=1"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowscriptaccess" value="sameDomain"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/SIDRG1edDpg&amp;amp;hl=en_US&amp;amp;fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="sameDomain" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OMG.  This show was clearly MADE for me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can't wait.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bewize&amp;ditemid=568580" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-03:244585:557326</id>
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    <title>Authorial Responsibility</title>
    <published>2010-06-21T20:42:36Z</published>
    <updated>2010-06-21T20:45:16Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">I'm going to make a second serious!post about my feelings with regards to the latest rounds of fandom uproar.  To my astonishment, I find that my thought patterns have settled to the same conclusion with both the issues of race!fail and issues regarding the hurt/comfort paradigm.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In sum, this is my opinion -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Authors, write whatever you want, but be prepared to stand behind it. Do not feel that you're entitled to a pass if you fail. If you write something, and people are upset about it, you should be able to explain why you wrote what you wrote and still sleep at night.  If you cannot do this, then it's a safe bet that you have, indeed, Done It Wrong."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For a little bit of background, I wrote &lt;a href="http://bewize.dreamwidth.org/555714.html"&gt;this post on DW&lt;/a&gt; (which is the same as &lt;a href="http://wizefics.livejournal.com/329299.html"&gt;this post on LJ&lt;/a&gt;) about an incident where I failed in the past and got called out on it.  And you know what, I survived just fine.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here's the short of it - I have two jobs, both require me to write a great deal and both require me to write persuasively.  Also, both jobs require me to obtain feedback from my bosses/editors.  In both jobs, I've been told to do better before, and it hurts my pride and it makes me upset and at the end of the day, I suck it up and &lt;i&gt;do it better&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(And for the record, I had an asshole!boss once who threw something at me that I'd written and demanded, "What the hell is this shit?!", so it's not like the critiques I get in my professional life are all that nice.  Just saying, for comparison's sake.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://bewize.dreamwidth.org/557326.html#cutid1"&gt;And here's the long of it.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bewize&amp;ditemid=557326" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-03:244585:555714</id>
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    <title>Thank God for the Brave Betas</title>
    <published>2010-06-17T01:58:17Z</published>
    <updated>2010-06-17T01:58:17Z</updated>
    <category term="fandom"/>
    <category term="fandom rant"/>
    <category term="meta"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">I am not going to link to the J2 racefail that is going on at the moment, because if it's not on your flist, just click on mine and you'll see it everywhere.  What I'm going to do instead is talk about an experience I as a writer had with a wonderful, talented and damned brave beta reader.  (She will probably read this, and should know who she is.  If she permits me to name names, I will, otherwise, consider her as just Awesome Beta.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://bewize.dreamwidth.org/555714.html#cutid1"&gt;Wherein I Fucked Up, Got Called on It by a Beta, and Fixed It Before It Turned into Epic!Fail&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bewize&amp;ditemid=555714" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-03:244585:553796</id>
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    <title>H/C Bingo</title>
    <published>2010-06-08T01:05:43Z</published>
    <updated>2010-10-04T02:39:59Z</updated>
    <category term="challenge: h/c_bingo"/>
    <category term="fandom"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">I'd love to hear suggestions for characters and fandoms!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font face="Palatino Linotype" color="#000000"&gt;&lt;table border="2" bordercolor="black" cellpadding="3" cellspacing="3" valign="center" background="http://pics.livejournal.com/hc_bingo_mod/pic/00002ws7"&gt;		
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	muscle strains and spasms	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	sexual extortion: to pay for something	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	amnesia	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	seizures	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	orphans and runaways	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;/tr&gt;		
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&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	drug addiction	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	unexpected consequences of planned soulbonding	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	Stockholm syndrome	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	insanity (always there)	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	fear of heights	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	brainwashing / deprogramming	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	cuddling for warmth / snowed in	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td background="http://pics.livejournal.com/hc_bingo_mod/pic/000011r3" width="102"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font size="+2"&gt;WILD CARD&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;		
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	alcoholism	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	hookers	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	sore muscles	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	heat stroke	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	dungeons	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	disappearing	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	counseling / therapy	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	difficult pregnancy	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	child abuse (sexual)	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	undercover: discovered and hurt	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	imprisonment	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td width="102" height="99"&gt;&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;	loss of job / income	&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-03:244585:545266</id>
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    <title>101 Bulletproof Fic Kinks</title>
    <published>2010-05-05T22:21:42Z</published>
    <updated>2010-05-05T22:22:21Z</updated>
    <category term="three weeks for dreamwidth"/>
    <category term="writing"/>
    <category term="fandom"/>
    <category term="meme"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">Today's non-fannish topic appears to be the SCA.  Since I know nothing about SCA, nor am I particularly interested in learning more, I decided I'd do that 101 Narrative Kinks meme.  I struggled a bit when I got to 78, took a break, and then remembered all the other things that work for me!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you happen to have a similar list, would you link me to it in the comments?  I'm very curious &lt;s&gt;and nosy&lt;/s&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://bewize.dreamwidth.org/545266.html#cutid1"&gt;101 Bullet Proof Fic Kinks (for Me, Anyways!)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bewize&amp;ditemid=545266" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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