I really love every entry you've done and I have to say that I really, really admire the grace and composure with which you're handling your current real-life situation. I was there myself two years ago and it's hard. Really effing hard. The fact that you have the emotional wherewithal to put your thoughts into cohesive and articulate posts speaks volumes about your strength.

I won't tell you it will all be ok, because you don't want to hear it. But I will say that YOU will be ok, because you appear to have all of the tools and support you need to move on to the next phase, whatever that may be.