*sighs*

[bewize]

I don't know what to say anymore here. I'm tired and stressed and grumpy and I find myself wanting to bite people's heads off more often than is healthy. It's not taking much to trigger me into snarly bitch mode of late.

Seriously, everything pisses me off. Maybe it's PMS and maybe I'm just done. I feel done. I mean done, done, done, fucking done.

I'm tapped out.

I've got nothing at all left.

And I'm irrationally upset and hurt by things that have no business upsetting or hurting me and I just... frak.

You know?

I'm not a failure, this too shall pass, everything is both all right and will be all right, but I'm stretched too thin right now.

I am TIRED of all the negative. I really need some positive. And right now, everywhere I look, it's just crap. If one more person calls with bad news, or posts with bad news, or shares my emo!bad news done sort of mood... I may really just burst into tears and never stop crying until I'm drowned.

It would help if... You know what? I don't even know what would help.

I'm going to crawl under a rock for a while. I'm not going to cancel on plans that I've made, but I'm cutting back for a while. I need... something.

I just have to figure out what that is.

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[haruka]

*hug*