bewize

I have clearly started today as I finished yesterday and Sunday - with increasingly random weirdness and a growing sense of impending doom, coupled with a lot of self-inflicted WTF-ery.

I ended up having to go to court for S this morning and that was a complete fiasco. I abandoned ship and he will have to show up and see if he can't fix it, but when I left there were people vowing to do "whatever it takes" to see the other side fucked over.

Then, I get to the office and am setting up when a crazy lady walks in and demands to use the phone. I tell her we don't have a public phone and she gets so belligerent that I finally relent, because I didn't particularly want to stab her in the face with my pen, which was where my thoughts had taken me with increasing pressure.

While she's on the phone having a meltdown at whomever, I try to make breakfast and coffee. I burn breakfast and I spill coffee all over the place, including my foot which is sprouting a nice little red burn now, and in the midst of the symphony of curse words I'm spilling, coupled with the cacophonous sound of Crazy Lady yelling in the phone, one of B's client's walks in and gets irate that B isn't here.

At this point, I've reached the end of my tether and I ask if he had an appointment, he says no, and I ask if he sees the problem or if I need to spell it out for him. He apparently decides not to piss off the crazy lady with the one red eye (b/c oh, yes, left eye problems are back) and meekly asks me to leave B a note, which I do.

Then I go and tell Crazy Lady to wrap it up.

I call my paralegal and tell her to stop at the grocery store and buy paper towels and non-powder coffee creamer (b/c the boys only buy that nasty shit when I send them).

Then, B arrives and says that L was in a wreck, but she's okay.

That's 4 wrecks in the last few weeks, folks. M, B, me, L - usually these happen in threes, we may be going for a double, so watch yourselves.

I am on my last day of antibiotics. At least, I think I am. The left eye problem may suggest something different. FML.

I'm having a lot of trouble keeping all my balls in the air. Laugh if you will at that statement, but I'm not finding much funny at the moment.

I hate making mistakes at work, and I've made two this week. It would be bad enough if it were for my stuff, but it affects S. I'm going to use the weekend to fix them as best I can, then tell him on Monday, I guess, but damn it.

*sighs*

This week just won't fucking end.

Some ********** keeps calling me from an "unavailable" or "restricted" number. They call multiple times, they never say anything, they hang up when I say hello, then they call back and we repeat. If it had just happened once, I'd be irked, but this is about the 20th time in a month.

Honestly, it's starting to freak me out a bit.

Is it possible for a phone call to feel ominous? I'm pretty sure this one does and I feel like its personal and intended to be harassing.

I don't like it.

I don't like it one bit.

I'm annoyed and uneasy and much more likely to be aggressive about numbers like that in the future. So, if you don't want me to know who you are? Don't fucking call me.

I have health insurance finally, for the first time in over a year. And the very first thign they do? Refuse to pay something because they think it's related to a pre-existing condition.

FUCK THOSE GUYS.

It was a sinus infection, you morons.

Not a pre-existing condition.

DIE IN A FIRE.

I've been telling myself to stop and make a post a lot lately and it doesn't seem to get done. I know that part of it is that I now have three roommate - and one of them is a toddler - and I spend a lot of time in the car. I also have another part time job, so I'm just tired from being so busy.

Today, though, was an exercise in frustration. The culmination of it is that I lost a contact and since I wear gas perm lenses, I don't have spars. I'm going to have to get a new pair of them. Also, since it's been awhile sine I've been to the doc's, I don't even have a current prescription.

( Cue up Issues )

In other news, I made two food items of interest. The first was a mushroom salad that was really yummy. The second is corn and pablano soup, which I haven't eaten yet, but tasted good when I made it. I feel quite accomplished.

Lastly, I'm a bit behind on C25K, but I did run this weekend and I'm so proud of myself. I'll make up the last run tomorrow, even if it is raining. The new shoes make a world of difference for my knees, btw. They aren't purple and bruised any more. Whoot!

And now, I'm going to go to bed. Because in the last month, I turned into an old lady and I'm exhausted all the time.

I can't breathe through my nose at all now. I'm so horribly congested that I went to the doc and got a shot that he promised would open me up. Did it?

NO.

I want to dig my sinuses out of my face with my bare hands. They are too stopped up to breathe and they are so congested that I can't even sniff back the dripping. ARGH!!!!!!! *scream of frustration*